No Sex I Said! Day 7

So I've been getting a lot of reaction to my No sex revelation. Some feel like I'm not going to do it! Can I blame them? Hell no considering I'm the first one to tell you "get rid of that Zero if he ain't no Sex hero!"

Those that didn't flat out say I couldn't do it, felt the need to chime in and question why sex would be so important to me in the first place. That inquiry introduced the necessity to explain to me that its not the sex between a man and woman that's important, its the connection.
" Listen sucka I get that" but even when I feel like we can be all that, the sex is wack wack, and I won't be sticking around for that shit, why front?

Sex is sex and love is love, I know the difference, and still want both! Geez!

I just openly have to admit that maybe while chasing one, the other is getting away. Let's be clear I don't miss any of the dudes that I ran off on, so to my credit I do think I'm a good sifter of the bullshit. But eventually I'm going to have to build with someone, and I know that. I just don't know how! I'm too busy thinking bout the Johnson.

A guy friend of mine thinks I'm a nut case to even attempt to deprive myself of something so good. This young philosopher eloquently put to me, that "Sex with no attachment is like someone who smokes weed everyday, as long as it doesn't get in the way of your day to day, its all good"! Right on young Socrates! lol.
But I don't have a problem with attachment, my problem is I'm never Attached! I never want to turn any of this into something. I love the nothings!

I'm the Dog that stays up under you because I want the bone! Not because I want a relationship but you have the D so that's where I want to be!

So this time off is going to help me put things back into perspective.
"What do you really want Nicole?"

You guys all know by now that my bed is barely ever jumping anyway. I turn on and off like a switch! Even though this no sex thing came about this month, the last time I had sex was June and before that January with Mr. Randy. My last session wasn't bad, it was Good.

The "brick layer" is a good friend of mine and we mutually decided to take it there based on all the flirting games we've been playing for a while, "You know you're my girl right? And you're my boyfriend" that type of BS.

Both high off the sex, we decided to keep the fire burning even though he doesn't live in NYC! Let's just call him "Country"

Anyway as quickly as Country turned me on, he turned me off! We became twitter friends! "Ugh bad decision." Through following his twitter life, I became so turned off! No he wasn't doing any crazy freaky shit on there, he was just talking too much, like a girl. Lol. Even as I yelled at him about it, he Tweeted it: "Just received an hour long verbal lashing!" Lol!
So immediately I did what I always do, cut that shit off! Now I could never imagine myself sleeping with this Chatty Cathy again, although he'll always be my homie!

In short, I just don't want to be so hungry anymore. I need to make sure he deserves to be fed!

Shoot speaking of eating, I have a date tomorrow night! And its one of those 3rd dates, where the last time we hung out there was heavy over/under the shirt touching, nipple caressing! I know this brother isn't going to feel no sex till august 2011, stay tuned for his reaction to the Newness!

Oh and as far as the oral and hand jobs go, we'll just keep that as a case by case situation! No one is trying to be a Saint over here! So I'm not quitting everything! Lol I told you I'm a work in progress, Geez Louise!

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